crush? since when?i dont know babe. i hate this feeling. why? bcause this feeling makes me weak. i get jealous too easy. but yet, im his nothing. he has a gf. im nothing. harhar. u know what? it really hurts when we love somebody and at the same time we know we will never ever get their love back in return. it hurts so much. sometimes, i wonder why does my heart always chose the wrong person. i cant stand seing him with other girls. but i know, i can do nothing. watching him and pretend to be cool as i can. well, this supposed to be my fault. i dont know why im putting the blame on me, myself but im sure as hell this is my fault. falling for someones bf isnt fool. i know.its hard for me to get away from this feeling. i want his attention but i know, i will never get it. cool yaa . wana used to advise me 'dont ever put high hopes, yaya. one day u'll regret' and yeah its too late.this feeling is killin me inside. seriously. everything u did, do makes me feel special.. everything ! i know its my fault for being too perasan. you love your gf aite? im trying to get away from this feeling and if Allah wills it, i'll get rid of this crushing.. im just a crap. stop fooling around with my feeling bro. u never knew how i feel being nothing to my own crush.it hurts bro, seriously, i tell you, it hurts. pray that i can get away from this feeling. thats it for now. thanks for reading my stupid damn craps. have a lovely day, live your life and laugh as much as you could. because once you get into a problem, you will might miss your laugh.very much. one day, a friend told that he want to get married next year. whoa! so rushing. i'm just make my pokeer face although she know that i had made a crush on him. I'd say to my self, am i inlove with him? i'm sure that he is just my crush. urghh, i'm hurt agaim. why this happen to me. this story make me want to drop my tears. omygod, when i clash with my ex i don't cry. Although once. I'm just too scared he disappear from my mind. Huh, i now you're not the cutest guy in the world, but still, there's something about him that make my heart drop to my feet. Hurm,
Hurm, I have a friend, being crazy for you, Mr.Goth. untill she's dreaming that you'll married with you. Ouh, she has baby face, what i have? Bug face? ouhh, Alhamdulillah. I know that she know i like you too. She just silence and pretend don't know, what should i say? She always talking about marrying with you. I'm just make a poker face. How can i dissalow her? Ok, she is my bestfriend. When she's alone, I'm always accompany her. Do you know what? She'd being crushed with someone that i'd crushed before you, mr.goth. Yeya. Ouh, i hope she don,t know.
Once day, my crazy bestfie and i walking and lepaking and on that time, you're walking infront of us, Omg, i think i can see your pimples. ouchhh, sorry. Ok, so, i follow you far from back and we snatch watching you. suddnly, you turn your head and see us. Omg, so, we run away and stop watching you. Maybe you feel so awkward yea? Hurm, when they're walking away from you, i make snatch watching you again. Hurm, you make me so happy on that time. You make the respond. Haha. That's the funny moment.
Ohh, maybee, because i love to look on you. You're the most cutest thing that i love in the world. I don't know where you're cuteness. Hewhewhew.
And when my friends tell that they are addict with you, I tell to myself " I admit i'm selfish because i don't want to share you with them although you're also their crush.."
And for you,
I Like you, I'm just scared to tell you #Sad,cryingyesterday,today,tomorrowuntillhe'smine.
To ; My ex- crush that i love.
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